I decided I’ll swap the wheels from The Beast to the Tahoe and that way I wont be able to stand to look at it like that and I’ll start on it. I figured to wait until after all my cancer treatments are done anyway and today was my last chemo infusion and next Monday will be my last day of radiation at which point we are calling it a win. there is no way to ever know if bladder cancer is in complete remission because there still isnt anything that can scan for cancer in a bladder with any real certainty. The only way to check is to go inside with a camera and look, and biopsy as well as they can look for cancer cells in the urine. So every 3 months for the first year they’ll look, and once a year for the next 5 or more. I’ll have all summer off, and in September I’m scheduled for them to put me out when they go in for the first look. My urologist wants to be ready to remove anything just in case there is anything. So just to summarize, July I peed bloody urine and freaked out, went to urgent care. They ordered a bunch of tests, sent me to a urologist where he went inside with a camera and I watched as he found 5 tumors, once of which was right where my prostate touches the bladder and looked way different than the others. It turned out, that one was small cell bladder cancer, a super aggressive type that had them immediately decide to remove my bladder and prostate and they started talking about being up against the clock. They also determined that I was stage 3 due to this. I did a quick check- small cell bladder cancer by itself has a 40% survival rate over 5r years. And I also had that second type of bladder cancer- which further complicates things. Very little is known about the small cell- its only 2-3 % of bladder cancers detected. And so even less is known about having both types. I did my research, weighed the pros and cons of different options and asked my oncologist if trimodal bladder saving treatment was viable for me. That would be surgery to remove tumors, regular full 12 week chemo regimen followed by 4 weeks of light chemo every Monday with combined with radiation to the bladder and prostate which is done Monday-Fridays then follow up checkups if all goes well. This round is only a 20- minute radiation dose. The drive is the worst part of that. So I’m nearly at the end of treatment, the rest will be a cruise. Today was from 8:30 this morning to 5:30 and then the drive home. Mostly sitting around and visiting with my sister who I haven’t spent enough time with the last few years. Anyway, thank you people for being part of my world. A car forum might seem like a strange place to read about someone’s cancer but my build threads will be here forever, I’m not doling out personal info and this place has always been a cool and safe place for me for many years. And I want this journey I;m taking to be open and a part of who I am. My advice for anybody is to advocate for yourself especially when it comes to pushing to get cancer screening if you fall into any of the high-risk categories like I did. I smoked cigarettes for 40 years as well as drank heavily. If it’s caught early enough it can b e cured, unfortunately insurance companies in the US think its better to put out fires rather than prevent them so its not being caught until its stage 3-4 when its too late because they deny imaging or tests. Anyway, 5 more 20- minute radiation blasts and I’m done! If you read all the way through this long ass post , I thank you. I’m still here and will be for the foreseeable future so if there’s anything I can help with in regards to your GM SUV or pickup, let me know.